Thursday, February 24, 2011
Foobs and Foreplay
Really is there such a thing as foobs and foreplay? I have no feeling and frankly I think Joshua is freaked out by the idea of touching them. It's not the way they look, I think that he is afraid he will hurt me or something. Also, he saw them in all their colorful bruised and bleeding glory throughout the process, how can that be sexy?! I am sure he has PTSD recalling all the stitching and those damn drains! I am so far detached from the bubbles on my chest that if he ever did touch them, despite me having no idea if he was, I don't think it would do anything for me anyways. But, this lack of foobplay leaves a void where there there wasn't there before. I haven't fully come to love my new look, but I am not disgusted by it either. I think it will just take some time... and maybe some nipples.